Merging With Sea Of Blood

This vision I had one or two years ago. I recorded it somewhere, but I can't find the report anymore, so I have to rely on my memory, which is still perfectly clear, but I don't know the exact date. In the background, I played "Bachelorette" by Björk at a very low volume. The vision had no defined course of action, it was rather an ego-death experience in a very beautiful way.

»As I breathe out, a vast landscape opens before me, a sea of red blood consisting of numerous substreams flowing to the right, spiralling together. I feel safe and protected, at home, my real home, the place beyond the membrane. All my memories are gone, as if I've awoken from a dream, a bad dream by comparison. My body melts, merging with the endless ocean of red liquid. I can physically feel the twisting and tearing. There is no control, nothing to control anyway, just the never-ending flow. I become part of everything, a consciousness without focus and boundary. A deep joy fills me, a motherly love, an unimpeded connection with my siblings, thousands of them, millions and more - just unconditional love and pure freedom. "Come to me, come to me...", I hear a beautiful female voice sing. I could lose myself forever... I wish.
 
The fall comes quickly with a harsh intransigence. I am pulled back into the darkness of my room, the vessel of sitting flesh. The vision fades and though I try keenly, there is no way I can hold on to it any longer. I hate the return, especially when I am alone. There is no way not to feel lonely after being cut off from the others again. Sometimes it even deters me from going there again, but I can deal with it. The inconveniences of life seem marginal in the light of such revelations and though it costs me quite an effort, I am always glad about it afterwards.
 
After recollecting my composure, I check the lyrics of the still playing song for a line saying "Come to me". There is no match, but I find this:
 
I'm a fountain of blood
In the shape of a girl«
 
Here's the official music video to the song. It does in no way visually represent the experience I had though.
 

 
I'm a fountain of blood
In the shape of a girl
You're the bird on the brim
Hypnotised by the whirl
 
Drink me, make me feel real
Wet your beak in the stream
Game we're playing is life
Love is a two way dream
 
Leave me now, return tonight
Tide will show you the way
If you forget my name
You will go astray
Like a killer whale
Trapped in a bay
 
I'm a path of cinders
Burning under your feet
You're the one who walks me
I'm your one way street
 
I'm a whisper in water
Secret for you to hear
You are the one who grows distant
When I beckon you near
 
Leave me now, return tonight
The tide will show you the way
If you forget my name
You will go astray
Like a killer whale
Trapped in a bay
 
I'm a tree that grows hearts
One for each that you take
You're the intruder hand
I'm the branch that you break